Thursday, July 8, 2010

Notes on Wednesday Evening

1. My sickness has not improved at all: in fact, it may be worse. It is not actually serious, just annoying because I am constantly coughing and feel like I can't breathe properly. Stupid semi-asmtha.

2. The doctor confirmed that I am pregnant. Now I have to arrange prenatal care for myself, buy prenatal vitamins, tell everyone, and try and take care of myself.

3. I miss B.

4. I am in debt due to: moving; B.'s trip to Japan (since he doesn't make anything until the middle of August, so I had to buy the plane ticket, his clothes and supplies and give him living expense money); visiting B. in LA; buying tickets to my aunt's wedding; buying B. the fancy computer; buying two bikes (one for me, one for B.), mostly at B.'s desire; and clothes shopping for me. I find this depressing and worrisome, especially because I won't be out of debt until September (and this is barring unforeseen circumstances). I hate owing money. Never again will I spend before I have it, even when money is definitely assured of coming eventually. It was a bad idea. I just got carried away with the idea of not being really, really broke any more.

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